Category Archives: life

Creating calm during the chaos…

It’s been 3 weeks since I have last worked.  The transition absolutely a roller coaster.  My C-PTSD calmed.  The demons lying dormant right now.  I’ve always considered myself a pretty flexible person; however I would say that lately not feeling as flexible.  Something during therapy I have realized it is just part of my thresholdContinue reading “Creating calm during the chaos…”

Social networking and my unusual attachment to it 🤔

There are a lot of reasons why we do a lot of what we do on a daily basis, some known, some unknown to all but your unconscious self. Some times we do things out of habit based on mere survival. Much like what’s going on in the world at the grocery stores. Everyone hoardingContinue reading “Social networking and my unusual attachment to it 🤔”

Day 13 – Hope or Hype – either way I got to keep pushing forward

My mood is finally stabilizing – and not just on the surface, internally.  I’ve began to speak up when I can feel my anxiety rising – and when I’m uncomfortable I have began the methods taught to me about grounding myself.  All these attempts to cope with this deep healing stage.  A thing I haveContinue reading “Day 13 – Hope or Hype – either way I got to keep pushing forward”

Day 11 – the 3 month wait

Just wrapped up my call with social security.  Some good news – some discouraging news.  This process for disability is a 3 month long process.  So what’s happens now?  I have my businesses up and running – but still working on getting customers and generate revenue but I’m also still trying to figure out howContinue reading “Day 11 – the 3 month wait”

This year has been like WHOA 11/17/2019

As I am sitting here, working on my music, and updating blogs, social media, etc, I can’t help but think of all of the transitions and changes over the past year. I just got done celebrating my first year anniversary with my music on October 17, which was like wow – it’s already been aContinue reading “This year has been like WHOA 11/17/2019”

He said she a female Eminem 😂

For those that know, I’ve been messing around with the Bandlab app on my phone since October. Some out of boredom, some out of freedom. My daughter is grown now and moved out at 18 (1.5 years ago). (BOREDOM) She has moved back home just this past month, so not so bored at all anymoreContinue reading “He said she a female Eminem 😂”

This year has been like WHOA 11/17/2019

As I am sitting here, working on my music, and updating blogs, social media, etc, I can’t help but think of all of the transitions and changes over the past year. I just got done celebrating my first year anniversary with my music on October 17, which was like wow – it’s already been aContinue reading “This year has been like WHOA 11/17/2019”

He said she a female Eminem 😂

For those that know, I’ve been messing around with the Bandlab app on my phone since October. Some out of boredom, some out of freedom. My daughter is grown now and moved out at 18 (1.5 years ago). (BOREDOM) She has moved back home just this past month, so not so bored at all anymoreContinue reading “He said she a female Eminem 😂”