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The Need – Chapters 1 & 2

Sometimes it is so hard to start a story, and then other times, it flows like a river after a thunderstorm. I often find that sometimes my writing is limited to the moments where I am either at full peace, or full chaos, there is no in between. I envy the writers that can justContinue reading “The Need – Chapters 1 & 2”

The Need – Chapter 2

Chapter 2 How we go from one point to the next, well that really depends on you. How open minded are you to your own thoughts to be willing to accept mine? Are you going to leave this safe place of mine, maybe not feeling so safe, or maybe feeling safer? I mean, I guess,Continue reading “The Need – Chapter 2”

“We coming to get what is ours”

Creating calm during the chaos…

It’s been 3 weeks since I have last worked. The transition absolutely a roller coaster. My C-PTSD calmed. The demons lying dormant right now. I’ve always considered myself a pretty flexible person; however I would say that lately not feeling as flexible. Something during therapy I have realized it is just part of my thresholdContinue reading “Creating calm during the chaos…”

Day 1 – My path to recovery – my life with Complex PTSD

I have had one of the worse weeks emotionally of my life. Something the EAP counselor is calling a breakthrough. To me though, this doesn’t feel like a breakthrough – it feels like I am completely and utterly broken. If you don’t know what an EAP counselor is – it is that number they giveContinue reading “Day 1 – My path to recovery – my life with Complex PTSD”

Momma Rapper ~Reality~ Dreams Coming True for Small Town Girl on the Rise From Baking to Rapping and Women Empowerment She got it All

I know my music can be a little harsh for those who have sensitive ears (explicit) But listen, this is my outlet. I am finally free to live how I choose to, and this release of expression and emotion through music – has been the absolute best for me. This is by far –Continue reading “Momma Rapper ~Reality~ Dreams Coming True for Small Town Girl on the Rise From Baking to Rapping and Women Empowerment She got it All”