Day 1 – My path to recovery – my life with Complex PTSD

I have had one of the worse weeks emotionally of my life.  Something the EAP counselor is calling a breakthrough.  To me though, this doesn’t feel like a breakthrough – it feels like I am completely and utterly broken. If you don’t know what an EAP counselor is – it is that number they giveContinue reading “Day 1 – My path to recovery – my life with Complex PTSD”

Jessica Wilkes ~ Ares ~ God of War – SoundCloud

Listen to Jessica Wilkes ~ Ares ~ God of War by Momma Rapper #np on #SoundCloud https://soundcloud.com/jessica-m-wilkes/jessica-wilkes-ares-god-of-war

Never Good Enough, Second Child Syndrome

Now before I even get started in this I would like clarify one major thing. I had/have good parents. Loving, crazy, in love with each other, struggling financially but happy caring parents. My parents were married from the time my mom was 18 till my father passed away. My damage did not come from childhoodContinue reading “Never Good Enough, Second Child Syndrome”

OMG Y’all – I forgot about this one – ~ The Relationship Roundup – an Insight to why I am such a B****

Actually I am sweet as sugar – unless you piss me off. But….I realized something this morning.  I never did share with you guys my very first video, which was just a few months ago.  Now I didn’t rap this one, but the lyrics, I am about to convert it into a singing song. NowContinue reading “OMG Y’all – I forgot about this one – ~ The Relationship Roundup – an Insight to why I am such a B****”

Jessica Wilkes ~ Ares ~ God of War – SoundCloud

Listen to Jessica Wilkes ~ Ares ~ God of War by Momma Rapper #np on #SoundCloud https://soundcloud.com/jessica-m-wilkes/jessica-wilkes-ares-god-of-war

The Aftermath of Abuse~ the Whore Walk

I am going to get pretty real about my own life, and I know some of this might be like wow, but if you actually knew me in real life, none of this has part of my life has ever been hidden. The things you would think I should hide from the world, I findContinue reading “The Aftermath of Abuse~ the Whore Walk”

Never Good Enough, Second Child Syndrome

Now before I even get started in this I would like clarify one major thing. I had/have good parents. Loving, crazy, in love with each other, struggling financially but happy caring parents. My parents were married from the time my mom was 18 till my father passed away. My damage did not come from childhoodContinue reading “Never Good Enough, Second Child Syndrome”

Momma Rapper Drops 3 Singles Trying to get Attention from Music God’s Russ and Em, her musical “baby daddies” And won’t stop till she is heard.

Calling upon the Music God’s but they aren’t listening. I’m #finallystandingup and found my voice and u still don’t hear me 🤔 Em and Russ where ya at Plus just press play. #ifoundmyvoice I’m bleeding my life listen to me. I’ve been listening to both of y’all for how long and u can’t press playContinue reading “Momma Rapper Drops 3 Singles Trying to get Attention from Music God’s Russ and Em, her musical “baby daddies” And won’t stop till she is heard.”

The Aftermath of Abuse~ the Whore Walk

I am going to get pretty real about my own life, and I know some of this might be like wow, but if you actually knew me in real life, none of this has part of my life has ever been hidden. The things you would think I should hide from the world, I findContinue reading “The Aftermath of Abuse~ the Whore Walk”