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Social networking and my unusual attachment to it 🤔

There are a lot of reasons why we do a lot of what we do on a daily basis, some known, some unknown to all but your unconscious self. Some times we do things out of habit based on mere survival. Much like what’s going on in the world at the grocery stores. Everyone hoardingContinue reading “Social networking and my unusual attachment to it 🤔”

Day 13 – Hope or Hype – either way I got to keep pushing forward

My mood is finally stabilizing – and not just on the surface, internally. I’ve began to speak up when I can feel my anxiety rising – and when I’m uncomfortable I have began the methods taught to me about grounding myself. All these attempts to cope with this deep healing stage. A thing I haveContinue reading “Day 13 – Hope or Hype – either way I got to keep pushing forward”

Day 1 – My path to recovery – my life with Complex PTSD

I have had one of the worse weeks emotionally of my life. Something the EAP counselor is calling a breakthrough. To me though, this doesn’t feel like a breakthrough – it feels like I am completely and utterly broken. If you don’t know what an EAP counselor is – it is that number they giveContinue reading “Day 1 – My path to recovery – my life with Complex PTSD”

This year has been like WHOA 11/17/2019

As I am sitting here, working on my music, and updating blogs, social media, etc, I can’t help but think of all of the transitions and changes over the past year. I just got done celebrating my first year anniversary with my music on October 17, which was like wow – it’s already been aContinue reading “This year has been like WHOA 11/17/2019”

My boyfriend most def makes my heart beat….

He left, now what to do? 12/02/2019

Today, Greg, my boyfriend, started his new job. The job he landed happens to also be where I work. It also happens to be a vacation day for me. A day I have nothing planned but to work on my own personal adventures on the web. Yep, I took a vacation day to be ableContinue reading “He left, now what to do? 12/02/2019”