Yea – I may have gotten bit by a spider while in the shed getting things to build decor for my daughter’s wedding.
In other news, don’t miss your green light, or someone gonna tree your ass on their little Scoot Scoot.
Bhahahaha.
Spider Bite?
My EMOTIONAL MORNING
How Dating Could Destroy My Diet
Now this post may come off bitchy, so you must read through to the end to really understand my point of view. And once you get done, even if you are married, you will most likely understand.
Now you might say to yourself – just because you get involved with someone doesn’t mean you have to kill your diet, but you would be wrong – cause I know how I am. I know what I am capable of.
I also know how I am in relationships.
Let’s start off with the basics. From the start – a lot of dates – are surrounded by what? Yea – food. Dinner, movies, food. This is where you start to correlate foods with memories.
Then let’s go into the time. You see, someone who gets up early in the mornings to workout, well after working all day – I’m too tired to go out. The weekends come, and I have to take care of things around the house, and spend time with Marley & Leo (my pups). Now even if I do make the time, guess what happens? I go out, then go home, then I don’t get enough rest – so then no work out – then I hate you. Hahahaha.
I am also not oblivious to the reality in the success my weight loss either.
IT IS EASIER FOR ME TO LOOSE WEIGHT NOW THAT I AM ALONE
I am a cooking queen. I love to create, I love to cook for people. In my house – before my child became an adult and moved out – we ate dinner at home everyday. Now that I have an empty nest – I don’t have to cook, and often don’t. I mean it’s just me – I can make my dinners in a few minutes flat. My snacks generally consist of cheese or peanut butter but all lchf items. When I am in a relationship, I use my food to do the seducing for me. I want to cook at every opportunity to not only showcase my skills, but for level of involvement. I enjoy an interactive man in the kitchen – but one that is suggestive and not controlling. It’s fun when you find someone you love to cook with – but then again – that is again the issue – YOU ARE ALWAYS COOKING SO YOU ARE ALWAYS EATING. This goes for moms and dads too. Children are little food monsters. They are growing – they need to be fed. We eat when they eat – so yea – it is harder when you have kids, or in a relationship.
So yea – dating could destroy my diet.
A White Fat Chick Rapping – WTF?
I know – I know – what the bloody hellllll
Listen y’all – people have different things they enjoy doing, this just happens to be mine. I know I don’t look the part – but my words are strong.
Please give it a listen – and share – comment. I return the favor.
Yes I know I am different – CAUSE I’M HEAVEN SENT.
Check out my latest lunch break lyrics.
Transformation Tuesday ~ Down 217 POUNDS WHATTTT
Oh yes yes it is TUESDAY
The day of the week I get to share my transformation to the world. Well okay the five of you that are here with me on my journey bhahaha.
Losing weight is the hardest thing I have ever done. I have gained so much knowledge about myself in the process.
Like for one, I’m tough as nails. Two, I am in love with pizza.
A lot of people ask me what I am doing – first step – switch our your cane sugar for Stevia – that in itself is incredibly helpful.
Let me know what you are doing to change your lifestyle?
Making Music Move ~ A Man on the Rise ~ An Up & Coming Artist Hitting the Rap Scene
And who would have even fucking knew? Not me? Why because I wasn’t paying attention. And like HOW tf NOONE gonna tell me about it?
Like what’s up hills? Like I didn’t see that shit on the school website? Like come on now. Like why am I always the last to know?
Like let me tell yall something too. Even when this man messaged me, I curbed him.
I hate to admit it, I didn’t even look at his profile. It’s instagram, it doesn’t say who it is.
And I’m so focused on me right now, I said thanks and kept moving.
He was actually telling me good job on my music. I was appreciative and very thankful but in my experience on Instagram, soon he would tell me he was stationed in Afghanistan and needs a wife soon after I picked up on his broken English even though he was from Michigan ???? So anyways yeah kept it moving.
For some time too.
Till the next message.
Now as you can see there is over 2 weeks in those messages but then he said that, and I was like hold the fks up. Who is you??? So investigative Annie came out to play and discovered this is my middle thru high school friend Herbert. Now I am sure this is his preferred name, however I called him Herby.
The crazy thing is, this boy he was smart and discovered still very driven into his dreams although different in ways that I would come to discover.
We have been out of school for close to 20 years. I know, I know ladies, reality tho. The last time I seen him, was so long ago, it’s rather blurry but he was in a white sedan that was broke down and he had no time to deal with visiting at that moment. And we never seen each other again.
We were pretty close in school so I was super happy to connect once again.
But then I discovered he does this all music thing.
He writes music like whhhaaattt???
So he sends me some of his music and I’m completely fucking took back. Like dam homie air high five cause like you done went through some shit and now you speaking on some real shit.
And like it’s pretty bad ass having a friend that shares artistic talents.
I hope y’all give him a go.
And share it up please.
Small town people, rarely make it out and up, let’s help him rise yall. Support me, by supporting him, and I will see and support you too in your endeavors
#letselivate
Goaldigging Together – Team Effort – Momma Rapper
The thing about goal digging is that you will hear people say, including myself from time to time, that saying “I don’t need anybody”.
Well we feel like this, often times because there isn’t a supportive base. There is so much struggle in the world, but if I see a friend trying to showcase their talent – then I am going to do my best to lift them up, regardless of how the result comes for me. When we help each other – it sets a snowball effect of boosting each other up, it makes people feel good. You should never expect anything in return, if we care about each other – then we care about each other’s passion.
Sometimes it is so simple to make a huge impact in someone’s life, one that doesn’t cost you anything.
It only causes you a share after you read this. I pay attention – I pay it forward, and notice the ones that have been there along the way.
Sharing a friend’s vision or dream – that means the world. And even if we don’t know each other – if you are here reading – I hope you share your vision with the world, and I hope your friends and family help you rise along the way.
Lets rise together.
A Mom Who Raps? WTF She Doing?
Yea I know – I should be at home knitting or some shit. And yet here the fuck we are.
Maybe you didn’t know – My daughter grown.
She was the one that wanted me to start sharing my poetry.
It speaks to people, especially women who have been through a dumbshit relationship.
If it weren’t for my daughter – this would never be shared.
Thank you Princess for convincing me – I was great – even if it is only in your eyes – I will take it – cause your eyes are the ones that matter the most – Love you bug!
Fat to Fit in Fast Forward – Transforming Life
Attached you will see some of the transitional workout pictures. I am so blessed to be where I am at today with my weightloss journey.
Consistency is Key
My Struggle ~ Tribute to Eminem ~ Momma Rapping
His words carried me thru some of the hardest times in life.
For me, we are kin but only thru sin
My tribute to a man that inspired me to seek more than the dark in the park.
I Smell Cakes and Candy 