Momma Rapper Clears the Air, Explains Why She is so Cold 😘and how it related to Eminem and Russ

I am determined to have my families struggle end with me. I dont want this struggle passed down. My mother still, at 60 years old, with RA and a badly injured knee, still gets up every morning to go stand on her legs, living through the pain, cause we have no choice.

I work, have a side business and doing all I can, determined to make it.

I’m not trying to be rich. I just want my momma to not have to work so hard, and maybe get her some A.C. and I don’t want to see my daughter having to go through what I have gone through.

Hence the buying the house. One thing I can do for my baby that would make a huge difference in her life. Do you know how different ones life can be changed if they always have a home to come to? Drastically. The one thing that was always on my mind. Will we make it through another month or are we going to have to house hop? Knowing that if it rains that it’s okay, you still have that security in life.

One thing I’m terrified of losing as we speak.

My debt to income ratio is too high because I went to college and graduated. Those loans have been in litigation for over 2 years between Everest and the D.O.E. Google it. Devoss playings around with people’s life’s. Yep more red tape in my life.

It’s okay tho, I’ve been defying odds for years. Getting clean, leaving abuse, losing 231 pounds, even tho I bake cakes😂😂(as of today😂) I will defy the odds stacked against me with this house. I’ve lived here for two years and I love it here. But I also know my landlord wants to sell, and has since I moved in, and I know the only reason I am able to still rent the house is because she loves me so much.

I am doing what I can to generate some type of income so I can tell my daughter, honey u will ALWAYS HAVE A HOME TO CALL YOURS. I dont plan on keeping the house for me. I am doing this so I can hand her the keys and let her know momma worked so hard and missed so much so that you can enjoy your life with your future children.

The struggle ends with me. 😘

Momma Rapper ~Reality~ Dreams Coming True for Small Town Girl on the Rise From Baking to Rapping and Women Empowerment She got it All

I know my music can be a little harsh for those who have sensitive ears (explicit)

But listen, this is my outlet.  I am finally free to live how I choose to, and this release of expression and emotion through music – has been the absolute best for me.

 

This is by far – my favorite song.  It is not only sweet, but sensual – and that ladies and gentleman makes for a beautiful song.

 

Warning:  Explicit

Pornographic in Nature

Language

The Beautiful Truth – SoundCloud

Listen to The Beautiful Truth by Momma Rapper #np on #SoundCloud
https://soundcloud.com/jessica-m-wilkes/the-beautiful-truth

I’m starting to realize most y’all are not strong enough to handle me at 💯😌🤗

I’m grown though and an activist on human rights to be free so there’s that.

Let me be me, the is my release. Understand it’s from having a rough life as a wife. 🤔 Podcast ramble

Wear Me Down 😌😌😌 – SoundCloud Explicit 👌 Prod. By Max Turnish 👌Sexy and Sweet 😘😘👏👏

Listen to Wear Me Down 😌😌😌 by Momma Rapper #np on #SoundCloud
https://soundcloud.com/jessica-m-wilkes/wear-me-down

Weightloss woes… The excess skin is becoming my reality.

It’s becoming real. And while I was proud for a long time that I only carried excess skin in my arms, but it is now appearing in my legs. I started to notice the pain first 🤔

Like my legs been clapping while jogging for a while but now not so much the clapping as it feels like part of my outer leg is running in front of me pulling on my back muscles. The jiggle is a different jiggle. Almost like a flat weight loosely tied around my muscle. That’s the best way I could describe it.

I won’t lie I’m a little emotional tonight. Tonight is the night I looked down and finally accepted the fact that this is part of the new me. I will accept it. To be honest I dreamt of the day. Cause this day is so much better than the past 😘 it’s just a growing process 🤗

And to be honest, not even emotional about the appearance, just concerned about having to rest the jogging.😐 Something I love doing 😔

For every problem there is a solution. I will find one. It’s just growing pains. 😘😘

Link to video of my new warrior wear. 💪