Yep Shiloh is with Gigi visiting.
We were having some girls time.
Fat Legs
Yes I got fat legs, and what?
What you gonna do? Be mad, some something hateful?
Who tf cares, I’m rocking these fatties, with these adorable shoes, shorts and top.
Yea – fat girls can be sexy too.
Boys Are Like Bees
Listen ladies, I know breakups are hard. But you gonna keep on living. Don’t let a temporary emotion make you do permanent decisions.
You are gonna be alright.
Yes I am Crazy
And probably why I can’t get a man – and I am okay with that.
The only man I want is one that can handle me being me.
Any less than that would be destructive to all that is me.
My Struggle ~ Tribute to Eminem ~ Momma Rapping
His words carried me thru some of the hardest times in life.
For me, we are kin but only thru sin
My tribute to a man that inspired me to seek more than the dark in the park.
My Struggle ~ Tribute to Eminem ~ Momma Rapping
His words carried me thru some of the hardest times in life.
For me, we are kin but only thru sin
My tribute to a man that inspired me to seek more than the dark in the park.
CBD THC & ME
My life with gastroparesis poses quite a few issues for me. One of them is learning to work around it. There are things that I still don’t get to do; however I feel that through my diet, and exercise routines I am starting to where I can get back to enjoying life. It has been a rough few days, but I know like all pain – it is temporary and will pass. I just keep reminding myself to breathe. It is funny that I compare the pain to labor pains, cause I can still hear my Mid-wife – Dr. Delrose whisper to me, just breathe through the pain, something she said to me as my daughter was ripping my lower half of my body apart to make her grand arrival 🙂 It very much feels like that – but more stabby.
Bad episodes are pretty trying – and I have learnt to be forthcoming in the fact that I have this condition – because honestly, unless you have seen an episode, or know anything about it – it probably doesn’t sound so bad, but if you have ever had food poisoning, then you understand at least that part of it. If you take the pain and ripping apart cramps from labor pain and combine that with a dose of food poisioing – then you might be close to a bad episode.
Now for me bad episodes don’t come near as often as they used to. I have to contribute that to the keto, working out, and diet modifications. I mean, you only have to become violently ill so many times before you really deep dive into your condition.
This week’s episode, brought on by broccoli, well I was really thinking for a minute I was going to have to go to the hospital. Not that they are able to do anything really, other than Zofran – which I have, maybe some more pills, that will make me feel sick. So really there is nothing that can be done. You deal, and you keep it moving.
Luckily I am feeling a little better today. But I am weak, tired, and ready for this episode to subside.
But heyy – I had peanut butter and whipped cream for dinner so like it ain’t all bad 🙂
Happy days y’all.
Let’s Talk Money – Fiscal Fitness
I don’t have any – but I do have a lot of great advice on how to make poor look pretty.
This is the best advice I give anyone in regards to finances.
First you need to determine your needs, vs your wants.
How do you discover that cause we all need everything?
Well if you are poor it comes easy – but for the rest – this might be actual work, but I make it easy.
So you are trying to figure out where to start with a budget because you need to save some money, or have something planned, and you are trying to determine what things you can keep, and what things you need to stop.
I will make it super easy for you.
Take the expense – and make it into an annual expense – and best believe you will be more than happy to trim some of that excess spending.
For example:
NAILS
Are you a woman who get’s her nails done every two weeks like clock work?
What does it cost you ANNUALLY to have those beautiful nails?
Now let’s go with the lower cost – 20.00 (average in the Tampa Bay Market for a basic fill).
There are 52 weeks in the year, so if you are getting them done every other week – cut that in half.
So now you have $20.00 x 26 fills = You just spent $520.00 annually on your nails, if you were to only spend 20.00 and we all know – you never just spend the $20.00 unless you absolutely have to.
That is an incredible amount of money on nails. This is how I survive on minimal income. I translate everything into annual costing – and I make my decisions based on those numbers. Of course this is easier when you have no money, than when you do have have money. If that is the case, you will need discipline as well, but annual calculations will assist by making you more inclined to cut off unnecessary expenses.
Happy Budgeting Bitches.
Fat to Fit in Fast Forward – Transforming Life
Attached you will see some of the transitional workout pictures. I am so blessed to be where I am at today with my weightloss journey.
Consistency is Key
How Dating Could Destroy My Diet
Now this post may come off bitchy, so you must read through to the end to really understand my point of view. And once you get done, even if you are married, you will most likely understand.
Now you might say to yourself – just because you get involved with someone doesn’t mean you have to kill your diet, but you would be wrong – cause I know how I am. I know what I am capable of.
I also know how I am in relationships.
Let’s start off with the basics. From the start – a lot of dates – are surrounded by what? Yea – food. Dinner, movies, food. This is where you start to correlate foods with memories.
Then let’s go into the time. You see, someone who gets up early in the mornings to workout, well after working all day – I’m too tired to go out. The weekends come, and I have to take care of things around the house, and spend time with Marley & Leo (my pups). Now even if I do make the time, guess what happens? I go out, then go home, then I don’t get enough rest – so then no work out – then I hate you. Hahahaha.
I am also not oblivious to the reality in the success my weight loss either.
IT IS EASIER FOR ME TO LOOSE WEIGHT NOW THAT I AM ALONE
I am a cooking queen. I love to create, I love to cook for people. In my house – before my child became an adult and moved out – we ate dinner at home everyday. Now that I have an empty nest – I don’t have to cook, and often don’t. I mean it’s just me – I can make my dinners in a few minutes flat. My snacks generally consist of cheese or peanut butter but all lchf items. When I am in a relationship, I use my food to do the seducing for me. I want to cook at every opportunity to not only showcase my skills, but for level of involvement. I enjoy an interactive man in the kitchen – but one that is suggestive and not controlling. It’s fun when you find someone you love to cook with – but then again – that is again the issue – YOU ARE ALWAYS COOKING SO YOU ARE ALWAYS EATING. This goes for moms and dads too. Children are little food monsters. They are growing – they need to be fed. We eat when they eat – so yea – it is harder when you have kids, or in a relationship.
So yea – dating could destroy my diet.
I Smell Cakes and Candy 