I am determined to have my families struggle end with me. I dont want this struggle passed down. My mother still, at 60 years old, with RA and a badly injured knee, still gets up every morning to go stand on her legs, living through the pain, cause we have no choice.
I work, have a side business and doing all I can, determined to make it.
I’m not trying to be rich. I just want my momma to not have to work so hard, and maybe get her some A.C. and I don’t want to see my daughter having to go through what I have gone through.
Hence the buying the house. One thing I can do for my baby that would make a huge difference in her life. Do you know how different ones life can be changed if they always have a home to come to? Drastically. The one thing that was always on my mind. Will we make it through another month or are we going to have to house hop? Knowing that if it rains that it’s okay, you still have that security in life.
One thing I’m terrified of losing as we speak.
My debt to income ratio is too high because I went to college and graduated. Those loans have been in litigation for over 2 years between Everest and the D.O.E. Google it. Devoss playings around with people’s life’s. Yep more red tape in my life.
It’s okay tho, I’ve been defying odds for years. Getting clean, leaving abuse, losing 231 pounds, even tho I bake cakes😂😂(as of today😂) I will defy the odds stacked against me with this house. I’ve lived here for two years and I love it here. But I also know my landlord wants to sell, and has since I moved in, and I know the only reason I am able to still rent the house is because she loves me so much.
I am doing what I can to generate some type of income so I can tell my daughter, honey u will ALWAYS HAVE A HOME TO CALL YOURS. I dont plan on keeping the house for me. I am doing this so I can hand her the keys and let her know momma worked so hard and missed so much so that you can enjoy your life with your future children.

This was so beautifully written, it was so from the heart. A lot of your story resonated with me and my journey.
#the struggle ends with me# I post a poem later.
Awaiting our colab, been very busy of late, we will get there.
Stay Blessed
Skye xx
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Thank u love 😘😘😘 ur amazing😄😄 let’s link up every where else😍😍😍
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