Broke and Broken

You know I think the most disappointing thing in life, is when you have friendships that fail because of greed.

Now I openly discuss that I am broke, and once broken.  We are all just trying to do the very best in making it in life.

I had someone who befriended me, and boosted me up, and of course, I took the bait.  Really thinking this person thought I had some talent.  Wow someone who actually believed in me, someone who I really thought was feeling what I was saying.

And then after a few days – I get hit with the hook.

Look.  I am happy with my life.  I am just being me.  Offering someone “studio time” is great – but then days later – you hit them with “yea it’s only $750.00” like really?

I know we are all just trying to make money – but don’t fake it to make it in this life.

It is irritating because if you actually listen to the lyrics in my songs – you will hear the struggle, and nothing is more like wow – you never listened to any of my shit.

Broke, Broken and Bitchy

I feel the way I do because I have been struggling my entire life, and yea maybe in some kind of crazy way, maybe the “extra” work I am putting into being myself, eventually turns profit, but when I say I’m broke, like I mean it.

It is hard making it out here – and like what kind of “friend” are you – if you aren’t paying attention to ANYTHING they have said.

I make poor look pretty – but like the struggle is real out there for families.

Don’t fake being friends with someone just to sell them shit.

 

I MADE A SONG ~ON MY PHONE ~ CAUSE I BROKE HAHAHA

Heart Splitter

Please give it a listen. I know it’s raw and I know my voice low, but again doing this on my phone.

Plus I was breathing a little too much into the phone, but again, I’m a broke momma so this is all I got to work with, but hey that’s how we do things around here. #homemade

You listening would help me celebrate me getting under 200 pounds.

Today marks the day I hit the biggest milestone in my journey 😘😘😘😘

Broke and Broken

You know I think the most disappointing thing in life, is when you have friendships that fail because of greed.

Now I openly discuss that I am broke, and once broken.  We are all just trying to do the very best in making it in life.

I had someone who befriended me, and boosted me up, and of course, I took the bait.  Really thinking this person thought I had some talent.  Wow someone who actually believed in me, someone who I really thought was feeling what I was saying.

And then after a few days – I get hit with the hook.

Look.  I am happy with my life.  I am just being me.  Offering someone “studio time” is great – but then days later – you hit them with “yea it’s only $750.00” like really?

I know we are all just trying to make money – but don’t fake it to make it in this life.

It is irritating because if you actually listen to the lyrics in my songs – you will hear the struggle, and nothing is more like wow – you never listened to any of my shit.

Broke, Broken and Bitchy

I feel the way I do because I have been struggling my entire life, and yea maybe in some kind of crazy way, maybe the “extra” work I am putting into being myself, eventually turns profit, but when I say I’m broke, like I mean it.

It is hard making it out here – and like what kind of “friend” are you – if you aren’t paying attention to ANYTHING they have said.

I make poor look pretty – but like the struggle is real out there for families.

Don’t fake being friends with someone just to sell them shit.

 

Monumental Milestone – 223 POUNDS LOST – I FINALLY REACHED 200 pounds

It is one of the happiest fitness days I have ever had.  I have been gaining and losing the same weight for the past 10 years.  In November of last year I made some pretty serious lifestyle changes, and I finally reached the current weight of 200 pounds.

I’ve never seen that kind of number, not that I can remember, and that would be something I would remember, maybe in middle school.

Happy Days

Happy Happy

Transformation Tuesday ~ Down 217 POUNDS WHATTTT

Oh yes yes it is TUESDAY

The day of the week I get to share my transformation to the world.  Well okay the five of you that are here with me on my journey bhahaha.

Losing weight is the hardest thing I have ever done.  I have gained so much knowledge about myself in the process.

Like for one, I’m tough as nails.  Two, I am in love with pizza.

A lot of people ask me what I am doing – first step – switch our your cane sugar for Stevia – that in itself is incredibly helpful.

Let me know what you are doing to change your lifestyle?

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A White Fat Chick Rapping – WTF?

I know – I know – what the bloody hellllll

 

Listen y’all – people have different things they enjoy doing, this just happens to be mine.  I know I don’t look the part – but my words are strong.

Please give it a listen – and share – comment.  I return the favor.

Yes I know I am different – CAUSE I’M HEAVEN SENT.

Check out my latest lunch break lyrics.

Lunch Break Lyrics

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