Sickening meals..

I sometimes hate that I know how to #cook. It’s almost like a smack in the face when it comes to my #gastroparesis
As wonderful as this #dinner was, it was shadowed by the pain that would come after. U might ask yourself, then why would she eat it then? Well for one, I didn’t have much of it. For two, even water upsets my stomach and 3, sometimes the pain is worth the pleasure, or at least I think that till the next day and then it’s day 2 of feeling like straight hell from the constant stabbing pains  don’t judge me 藍藍藍 how many times you supposed to leave alone something and you didn’t, imagine that one thing being something you actually need to survive  fucking food 勞

Don’t worry my fellow fluffy and fabulous, just remember there are people that would love to rub that belly 🤣🤣🤣🤭 #fatandfabulous

I don’t care how I look cause I’m more concerned with how I feel. If I take care of how I feel first, then happiness shows 🥰😘 and that’s sexy ðŸ’¯

For the past few years I have always tried to replant my #pineapple tops legitimately leaving behind a trail of sweetness 🤣😋🤣Someone in Tampa gonna be pretty happy in a few months when the 7 planted there are finally ready to eat from 2 years ago 🤣You’re welcome ðŸ¤£ðŸ¤£