Sickening meals..

I sometimes hate that I know how to #cook. It’s almost like a smack in the face when it comes to my #gastroparesis
As wonderful as this #dinner was, it was shadowed by the pain that would come after. U might ask yourself, then why would she eat it then? Well for one, I didn’t have much of it. For two, even water upsets my stomach and 3, sometimes the pain is worth the pleasure, or at least I think that till the next day and then it’s day 2 of feeling like straight hell from the constant stabbing pains  don’t judge me 藍藍藍 how many times you supposed to leave alone something and you didn’t, imagine that one thing being something you actually need to survive  fucking food 勞