You know I think the most disappointing thing in life, is when you have friendships that fail because of greed.
Now I openly discuss that I am broke, and once broken. We are all just trying to do the very best in making it in life.
I had someone who befriended me, and boosted me up, and of course, I took the bait. Really thinking this person thought I had some talent. Wow someone who actually believed in me, someone who I really thought was feeling what I was saying.
And then after a few days – I get hit with the hook.
Look. I am happy with my life. I am just being me. Offering someone “studio time” is great – but then days later – you hit them with “yea it’s only $750.00” like really?
I know we are all just trying to make money – but don’t fake it to make it in this life.
It is irritating because if you actually listen to the lyrics in my songs – you will hear the struggle, and nothing is more like wow – you never listened to any of my shit.
I feel the way I do because I have been struggling my entire life, and yea maybe in some kind of crazy way, maybe the “extra” work I am putting into being myself, eventually turns profit, but when I say I’m broke, like I mean it.
It is hard making it out here – and like what kind of “friend” are you – if you aren’t paying attention to ANYTHING they have said.
I make poor look pretty – but like the struggle is real out there for families.
Don’t fake being friends with someone just to sell them shit.
I Smell Cakes and Candy 