Some of you may think anxiety can be controlled by thought or emotion – and to some degree yes it can be. I utilize methods like meditation, breathing exercises to keep them at bay. Unless I have a bad one. I have closet anxiety. One the surface I look controlled, solid. On this inside itContinue reading “The Anxiety Antidote”
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My Turmoil Over The Truth – The Deeper Side
Yes, for me, there is turmoil over the truth. You see, I am very much a truth seeker. And not just in the relationship sector of my life, in just about any aspect of my life. I mean I can read an article, and if it sounds a little off, I am verifying, and researching. Continue reading “My Turmoil Over The Truth – The Deeper Side”
My Deepest Demon for You to See
You know over the past few months if you scroll through my news feed you will notice an incredible transformation, and I’m not talking about the Weightloss I am talking about me coming out of my cacoon. You see my entire life I held a Secret deep inside. Well that works out great till yourContinue reading “My Deepest Demon for You to See”
The Sad Side of Seduction
I had seen a meme about a woman trying to seduce her husband while he was watching TV. I have never understood that. like if your woman is trying to be sexy, why do men have to act like they don’t see shit? Men and monkey game shit. You know what that does? It causesContinue reading “The Sad Side of Seduction”
Single and Satisfied
I am going to switch gears and eventually I will have these set up in series because there are different parts of my life that I would like to share and one of them is being almost 40 and single. I know OMG a woman’s worst nightmare – just not mine. I have friends thatContinue reading “Single and Satisfied”
When the Rooster Doesn’t Rise (not for children) Bedroom Talk
Yea ladies I would like to discuss this bedroom no rise to shine issue. I would have to gander that if you ever had one in your hen house then you know exactly what I am referring to, but what happens when it becomes more than an occasional occurrence? I mean we all get theContinue reading “When the Rooster Doesn’t Rise (not for children) Bedroom Talk”
Starbucks Therapy
My Five Minute Attitude Adjustment Today is a rough day – but you know what? That is okay – not every day is going to be rainbows and butterflies. So what does today call for – some perky love from Starbucks. I had me a gift card, and the wonderful young man at theContinue reading “Starbucks Therapy”
Making Music Move ~ A Man on the Rise ~ An Up & Coming Artist Hitting the Rap Scene
And who would have even fucking knew? Not me? Why because I wasn’t paying attention. And like HOW tf NOONE gonna tell me about it? Like what’s up hills? Like I didn’t see that shit on the school website? Like come on now. Like why am I always the last to know? Like let meContinue reading “Making Music Move ~ A Man on the Rise ~ An Up & Coming Artist Hitting the Rap Scene”
Monumental Milestone – 223 POUNDS LOST – I FINALLY REACHED 200 pounds
It is one of the happiest fitness days I have ever had. I have been gaining and losing the same weight for the past 10 years. In November of last year I made some pretty serious lifestyle changes, and I finally reached the current weight of 200 pounds. I’ve never seen that kind of number,Continue reading “Monumental Milestone – 223 POUNDS LOST – I FINALLY REACHED 200 pounds”
How The Fashion Industry has Fat People Fkd Up
I have to honestly say – that over the past two years – I have really kind of started paying attention to the fashion industry. I mean I always wanted to look good, but being fat my entire life, the options available to women were pretty much drab and outdated. I don’t know if IContinue reading “How The Fashion Industry has Fat People Fkd Up”
I Smell Cakes and Candy 