Singer SPOTLIGHT in BandLab so happy I’m shaking

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Confidence Builder

I’m half my size and my confidence is feeling a little Rocky right now.

I am not even gonna pretend like this excess skin isn’t creating a slight self image complex. I know this is from all my bad habits followed with hard work and determination; however there is still this little voice that sometimes says, ” like wow this isn’t fair”

I hit my biggest milestone and almost immediately after, starting really noticing the skin.

I will overcome these feelings. The pants that my friend gave me work for now, at least with the legs. So at least I’m able to still hit the pavement 😏 without being in pain 😘

Running Game? You thought! My Relationship Revenge

Running Game

Ever had someone who you were with that thought they were running game?  But you had already known – and in fact were running game every since you had found out?

I am a reactive person.  So however you treat me – you are going to get it back.

Now I know two wrongs don’t make a right, but I consider it more of a life lesson.  I came into a relationship with honesty and loyalty.  I catch you slipping, and I am going to make you feel stupid.

I make sure that person knows too.  I only play along for a certain amount of time, then bam! I bust it wide open with the truth, including what I was doing.

Kind of goes like this:

Him:  Hey baby

Me: Heyyyy

Him:  Wanted to see if you could swing by tonight.

Me:  Oh, yea sure, but it would have to be after this date.

Him:  What date – what the fuck are you talking about?

Me:  Oh, so you know how you had went to the movies with Tammy 3 weeks ago?  Yea I heard that movie was pretty good, so when Jarrod asked me on a date – I figured I would watch the same one.

Him:  What the fuck?  Who is Tammy, what the fuck are you talking about.

Me:  sends picture

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Him:  Look she is just a friend.

Me:  Oh yea and so is Jarrod, but really hoping to make him a friend with benefits.

Him:  You’re a fucking bitch.

Me:  Yes I know – maybe next time you will think twice before you take your date to the movies where 1 of my (900) cousins works at.

Yes I know it is awful.  But someone needs to turn this little boys into men, and maybe they will at least think twice before next time.

We all know he still looking over his back.

HAHAHA

Boy BYE!

 

 

The Cutest, Simple, Country, Shabby Chic, Homemade Honky Wedding😎😎 Momma Rapper’s Daughter Got Married 😯😯

Yep my baby girl, only child, the two week overdue Angel face princess got herself hitched 😂😂

I have to say, this was the day I realized she is no longer a child.

As we were walking back after they said “I Do” I had that rush of OMG my baby just got married.

And I have to say, even tho we rushed to get the wedding done in 3 weeks, it came out fantastic. 😎😎

Momma loves you baby 💃💃💃

You really do look like Ariel 😍😍

Fyi, we did this on an incredibly tight budget, like zero dollar budget, so most of everything was done homemade. 🤗🤗 By yours truly.

With a little work and wit you can make anything happen

Remember I’m not just the Momma Rapper, I am a homemade loving Momma cause we poor💃 but I make poor pretty. 😏

My friend Debbie married them, OMG the vows, had people in awe. Business card in pictures.

Fat and on the Mat

Fat thighs, pretty eyes, you will never get away with lies. 😄😄😄😄😄

Hahaha I love starting my mornings with Yoga 😎 especially considering I’m in my jammies still hahahaha

I also like to multi task. 😄 Stress relief, back pain relief, clarity, mindset. All in 30 minutes 😂 cause I’m a busy Momma and I got lots to do 😍😍😎😍😎

Yep Fat and on the Mat 😂😂😂

Bet I flex tho hahahahahahaha 😃😂😎😎😎

In other news 🤔 them curves 😘😘😘😘😎😎

Seriously tho even being fat, yoga has been a life saver. Often times my back is killing me from doing my heavy hitting combo of sitting in an office for 8 hours followed by standing for another 8 hours. My relief is yoga.

Now if you have been following me, I often talk about finances. I am poor and I found some free fantastic yoga videos on YouTube 😎

And like Adriene is absolutely amazing. She has videos for every kind of ailment 😂

If you have mental health issues, body pain, stress, then get you some. Even being fat, she gives you alternative positions for us larger ladies. I swear you will never feel better if you give Yoga a chance.

I have attached her link below 😂😎

This one is the one I do most often but she also has so many others. And for those that are new, do the 30 day, so you can learn the positions 😂😎😂 happy centering yourself 😎🤗😎Yoga With Adriene

Am I Being Lied to? Hell am I lying to myself?

Yesterday was a pretty tough day for me.  Mainly because of some family issues that rose up, then of course the kick back of negativity yesterday in regards to my music, and my choice in music.  A racially motivated comment, followed by a religiously motivated comment, followed by a Youtuber that had formed his own opinion and quite frankly simply wanted to let me know that I can’t rap.  Now I will say that most people have been supportive of my music, but yesterday in particular I got hit back to back with negativity.  Now I am a strong woman – so the negative stuff – it’s really just their thoughts and opinions, and by no means do I let these comments or feedback get me down.  I analyze the data at hand.  I review it – and that is at the point that I am at now.  If the data is not working – then some recalculating is in order.

Now I am not going to stop making music for anyone, but maybe I should stop sharing it.  A lot of people that are new – and listen – they don’t get the back story.  The story that starts with me on August 23, 2018 with my first talk through poetry video.  In two months, I have over 4k views on Youtube, and 1k on Soundcloud, and also received Singer Spotlight for Bandlab in November.

But let’s be honest – my views are so high because I push my music.  No, I don’t send it to people, I post it – and a lot as well.

I am getting hit from all different avenues with the negative stuff.  An old white male – stuck in the 20’s with his “just because you date black people doesn’t mean you’re a rapper” – which is like WTF – first off – I am not dating anyone, and furthermore; I am not only color – blind – but I fall in love with souls.  I have no gender or race preference.  If you treat me with love – I treat you with love.

What makes a person a person, is most definitely not on the outside.  Your thoughts, your emotions, and your heart – they are all internal.  What you look like on the outside has no bearing or affect on what kind of human being you are.

 

Finding my voice has been amazing – but the negativity – although anticipated – really does make you question what you are doing.  I guess this is that cross roads path a lot of singers talk  about.

I know my music is different, and raw – unedited (kind of the point) but maybe it is so different – that maybe it isn’t for the world.  Maybe this music should only be for me.

Till next time…….

I’ll Keep you posted about the Single Mother Shuffle….