So I got sent home from work for this stomach virus. Got up, went in, and got sent home. Which is nice that the company is understanding – but in the same token – couldn’t really afford to take the time off, but we all know – even when I take time off – I still work on my music, or social networking accounts – all of which is a full time job in itself – hell maybe even more than full time.
So Greg worked through his day. I stayed home, close to the trash can, worked on music, updated some things, pushed my music, played with the dogs, made dinner, made some buckeyes, and let me tell you, I got a lot done, I’m exhausted – but I had a great day.
My desire to work from home is growing. I really enjoyed playing housewife with Greg. Mainly because of the fact that he appreciates every move I make, especially if work is involved in it. I redid our bedroom, did laundry.
I have OCD – cleaning is actually something I enjoy within the confines of my own home, and not when I am already exhausted from working my crazy work schedule.
Greg noticed the difference in my emotional state of mind too. Not so stressed, not so frustrated, almost free.
I think that is part of the reason why I push my music so much.
I feel like if I push it hard enough – then there will be some type of hope that I can create a sustainable income through one of my channels.
I like my job, but I love my creative outlet, and what that is doing to my mental health – that is healing – and that is an amazing feeling.
Greg supports my creative expression – and I know if finances could be covered – he would careless if I followed my dreams. Can’t do that – cause the reality is – I have bills.
For now…. Need to figure out how to make 4k from home through my music hahahahaha – goodnight
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