Well honestly – I have no dam idea.
The thing you have to understand is that my life for 18 years was focused on being a mother – and trying to figure out how to manage to put food on the table every night.
My life was in fast forward for 18 years – and I was in and out of bad relationships the entire time.
I am discovering who I am. I had my daughter young – 18 – including marrying her father, then after that marriage failed – married an abusive man. The men in my life were barely ever around. So as far as taking care of my child, and my home – that was left on me – and shit was hard.
Right now – a lot of that stress has been lifted. Yes, still financially struggling – but we are all. Not having a negative voice in my ear over the past few years has allowed me the opportunity to really be able to take my ideas, and my thoughts and express them in ways I would have never been able to do before for fear of those negative words cutting my thoughts and ideas down as though they were dumb. My insecurities are going away – and I am discovering I’m actually a badass.
And that ladies and gentlemen is amazing.
So please excuse me while I figure me out.
Currently I’m under construction.
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