The most amazing thing happened last night and as I sit at home, adrenaline still pumping hard, even 24 hours later, I can say for $25.00 I had a dream come true. Now did I ever think in a million years I would I ever be qualified to be in a booth, hell no, not sure I still am, but I just don’t give a dam anymore cause quite honestly, why not just follow your dreams? Why, because someone else told you, that you couldn’t? The f they knew anyways? They know how ur blood pumps through your veins? Or how ur heart skips a beat when you hear your own voice, your own words, your life, your thought and your feelings into something that feels good to me? I might be looking like a fool but I’m having fun and so is my family so I gives no fks 🤔
And let me tell you, it was no easy ride getting there. For one, the only transportation my family has is a scooter. Beep beep bitches 😂 my family used to consist of 3 but that number has since doubled 😁
While these extra children are not blood they are most definitely family.
While I can offer a lot, I’m only one person, I can always offer love and acceptance. If my kid loves them, I love them 🙋
So how does a family of 6 get to a studio? Well we do what we do😂 it’s how we run shit around here🚶 we just get it done. 2 on scooter 4 on bus. 🙆🙆 We got babies on the hip 😁
We roll into the studio 😎 the first 2 then the other 4.
I just knew this guy had no idea what he was about to encounter 😂
And I brought no beat 🚶🙆
Cause that’s not what I do 🔊
I’m different y’all 🤔 I admit that in everything I do.
The look on his face to when he asks for the beat and I was like no, I just am here to record my voice.
Ha, listen I admit I don’t what I’m doing but listen I do the shit ass backwards, but I’m still getting it done and like I’m still learning, but the way I do it, works for me 😂😁 So Elsa that shit and let it go. 🙆 We all do things better when we do them on our own terms. 📢🔊
So I lay down the lyrics. My crew of 5 sitting with the engineer and me in the booth. An Eminem video playing in my head. I really don’t care if the song goes anywhere. I’m proud of how my first time went and we had fun 🙏
My hands were sweating, my knees shaking. Such a little thing to one person, means the world to the next so judge me will u not?
Now listen 😂 I have insecurities. I often stumble up when I’m speaking. Fear of rejection, lack of confidence, the combo introvert, God please don’t let me let my child down, in front of these people, nerves 😐 on edge anxiety. The remains of emotional abuse and lack of self love. Something I’m working on and coping with, clearly 😁
The most important thing last night, was that smile on my child’s face.
That was priceless .
Something I hope we can do again, her voice is beautiful.
I can’t wait to release this track.
A big thank you to AMG Tampa.
It was a pleasure working with you guys, and I hope again in the future. 😂🔊
“Prodigy” coming soon. A big shout out to Clint Mitchell with The Shoals.
He has welcomed this with open arms and has built a beat, did some fancy stuff to the vocals and is preparing a masterpiece of Momma Rapper crazy 📢🙏 Thank you. You are a huge blessing.
And y’all 🗣 he is doing it out of the kindness of his heart, thousands of miles away 🙏🙏 #blessings
Thank you for believing in my crazy wild different noise 🙆😁🔊